I'm currently out on medical leave and was surprised to find out only yesterday my performance review was today via phone. I hadn't been given any notice, nor participated in the normal assessment tools one would enter into the system, but I was informed by the temp filling in for me that it was only to be a 5 min call.
On the call today my boss assured me this wouldn't be a formal review because of what I just stated but it turned into a 5 min review where I could give no input. Boss said I'd get a small raise but then launched into specific preferred ways of working with the temp and areas for my improvement. Specifically how the temp doesn't work overtime and how many long hours I worked (not addressing the temp isn't being asked to do everything I do). Then boss stated that because our team has expanded boss plans to keep the temp after my return and "we'll have work on/see how that will all work out." I am currently EA to the SVP and my background is working for C-level execs. Not sure if this means plans to demote me. Not sure if I can stay if it does as I will lose all credibility with my peers. This is from the boss who refers to me as “Assistant Extraordinaire” in both in internal and outside emails. Boss even has that listed as my job title in their contact files. Thinking I was doing well, I’d planned to ask to be re-leveled to a higher pay grade as job duties with new SVP are greatly different than before in same position when it was run by a VP.
I'm feeling very put off by the "meets expectations" review when I'm out sick due to flu turning into pneumonia as a direct result in lack of rest due to long hours at work. (I'm the 4th person out on med leave in past 8 months because of how hard boss drives people.) Boss even called and added to my workload forcing me to continue working when home sick before dr put me on offical leave.
Is it just me, or does it seems unfair to call me off-guard and state all my areas to improve without allowing me any rebuttal or statements to show what resulted in the long hours? I'm bit lost because instead of calling to say, you are getting a small raise (yay, 2 yrs w/o due to economy). I’m left questioning if I have a job to return to and feeling cut out of a chance to have any voice in my review (my first with this new boss) and boss clearly thinking I’m inept in some areas, when in fact they likely don’t recall items like if you tell someone at 5pm they need to create a presentation for the CEO meeting at 9am – it means one must work late.
Any thoughts other than I look for a new job? I really like the company I work for and they have benefits with work perks not found in most companies. I'm just really sad.
