Bettylou
First of all, I'm glad to hear things have quietened down, and I can totally understand that your confidence has taken a jolt with this.
You sound like you're at a total crossroads, unsure of which way to go.
Career counselling - there are certainly lots of good people out there but they cost a lot! A life guru might be an option - specially if you can find one who's in training as they always need folk to practise on (if you don't mind being a guinea pig). I will have a think and see if anything springs to mind.
Glad to know you got some good advice from a Creme exhibitor too!
Jackie
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